Salaam guys, im having a problem, motivating myself in working towards Jannah
When i do my fard its not because im excited about going to jannah, its because i just dont want to go to Hell.
Its a problem because like a kid at school who believes a good education will get him nothing worthwhile, im not putting
effort into my ibadah anymore (even though its 10 days of zhul Hija - best days) im neglecting sunnah and nafl and just
doing bare minimum fard.
Secretly i wish right now there was a third place (a larger planet like Dunya) that i could go to and live on after death.
My problem is obviously weak emaan, but it goes deeper...
Everything i want is in Dunya-style world.
Give me 1 moment to explain...
From the description I have heard of Jannah...
Its a large and luxurious garden-like world full of good and pious people and large masions under which river flows of milk and honey, lots of
free food and fruits and alcoholic drinks with no side effects. You have to spend eternity with your wife, and you will have 2 Hoor-al-Ayn who are
more beautiful than you can imagine.
Okay sounds great, and i can see why this would appeal alot to somebody who lived a life of struggle in the deserts of Arabia or even the middle ages,
but i just dont see the point ?
My personal issues:
1. I am not particularly pious (my idea of paradise is having lots of money + girls that change every night - think of a Millionaire living in Thailand) so i will be out of place even if it get in.
How will i look the Prophets (pbut) and the shahudah in the eye ?
Knowing i didnt act on the teachings of the Prophets, nor sacrifice my life or wealth for islam ?
2. There is No Money in Jannah.
I know this sounds ridicilious but in my view the life of a rich person is the real life.
To be a Billionaire + Have Free Will to do whatever the hell you want is the ultimate gift Allah (swt) can give a person in dunya.
But in Jannah, there is no Money.
Everything is Free.
So everyone is "equal" you cant 'hire or fire' a builder, a gardener, a chef - everything just instantly appears or manifests in front of you.
Some of you are thinking "Great" but not me.
3. There is no progress (or Work) in Jannah.
What i mean by progress is that i plant a seed, then i water it, then i watch it grow a little, then i give it some plant food...after 30 days
its a plant that will start bearing fruit. It made progress, and i feel like i did something to achieve the goal (fruit), its satisfying.
Now imagine the plant just grew in a instant and the fruit popped into my hand, where is the fun in that ?
Same with building a Home, i want to lay the foundations, i want to plan and upgrade, i dont want it to magically appear.
This is also linked to Point 2 (because there is no money, you cant negotiate a deal, you cant go to the market and buy a Vase for
your living room, there is no profit and loss, there is no stock market).
So without money (which is another word for 'exchange of value') there is no 'value' because everyone has everything they want, and if they want anything
they wish for it and it just appears (sorry Amazon, no need for your next-day delivery in jannah), gold is worthless if there is too much of it, no doubt there will
be other minerals and things to collect but you can just wish and get them so no work.
There is no ibadah in Jannah as we understand, i think even when you eat a fruit you will easily utter words of praise, so even the Ibadah will be automatic.
Problem 4: You cant Upgrade in Jannah.
We know there are 100 levels in Jannah.
If your friend, who was more righteous than you ends up in Jannah Level 77 and you were Mr.Average-faasiq-Repenter all your life and you end up in Level 2 of Jannah, thats pretty much your home (for eternity).
Imagine how cool you will feel living in your Palace on Level 2, until you visit your friend up in the 77th Level and see his Level 77 Palace for the all good deeds he did in Dunya.
Since you cant go back to Dunya (it doesnt exist anymore, because we are talking post-D Day) for a 2nd shot and since there is no known economy (i.e. Money, Gold, Hasanat, Good Deeds) you can accumulate anymore your basically going to have to stay where you are for rest of eternity, on the plus side i think jealousy and ill-feeling will be deleted so you wont 'feel it' but unless you have a complete memory-reset you might still remember what a idiot you was for not doing the good deeds/staying away from sins (how ironic to write this)
Point 5. You are compelled to live forever.
Okay so everything is perfect...but what will i do after year 1 ? year 10 ? year 100, year 100,000 ???
Final Comment: the ONLY thing that motivates me to work towards Jannah is to get into it so i can ask Allah for Earth-Simulator 2019 - basically coming back to a simulated Dunya-like world as a Billionaire or as as Military Ruler and doing whatever you want with NCP (non-playable characters), although i think even this game (Earth-Sim) would get boring if you were playing for eternity.
btw, i didnt write this for a chuckle, i am actually serious, and i understand most people never though about it this deeply, we just hear the same lines "brother just get to jannah first" as if that is motivation, when im trying to fight the 5 thoughts above ?
I think most people just wont understand.
When i do my fard its not because im excited about going to jannah, its because i just dont want to go to Hell.
Its a problem because like a kid at school who believes a good education will get him nothing worthwhile, im not putting
effort into my ibadah anymore (even though its 10 days of zhul Hija - best days) im neglecting sunnah and nafl and just
doing bare minimum fard.
Secretly i wish right now there was a third place (a larger planet like Dunya) that i could go to and live on after death.
My problem is obviously weak emaan, but it goes deeper...
Everything i want is in Dunya-style world.
Give me 1 moment to explain...
From the description I have heard of Jannah...
Its a large and luxurious garden-like world full of good and pious people and large masions under which river flows of milk and honey, lots of
free food and fruits and alcoholic drinks with no side effects. You have to spend eternity with your wife, and you will have 2 Hoor-al-Ayn who are
more beautiful than you can imagine.
Okay sounds great, and i can see why this would appeal alot to somebody who lived a life of struggle in the deserts of Arabia or even the middle ages,
but i just dont see the point ?
My personal issues:
1. I am not particularly pious (my idea of paradise is having lots of money + girls that change every night - think of a Millionaire living in Thailand) so i will be out of place even if it get in.
How will i look the Prophets (pbut) and the shahudah in the eye ?
Knowing i didnt act on the teachings of the Prophets, nor sacrifice my life or wealth for islam ?
2. There is No Money in Jannah.
I know this sounds ridicilious but in my view the life of a rich person is the real life.
To be a Billionaire + Have Free Will to do whatever the hell you want is the ultimate gift Allah (swt) can give a person in dunya.
But in Jannah, there is no Money.
Everything is Free.
So everyone is "equal" you cant 'hire or fire' a builder, a gardener, a chef - everything just instantly appears or manifests in front of you.
Some of you are thinking "Great" but not me.
3. There is no progress (or Work) in Jannah.
What i mean by progress is that i plant a seed, then i water it, then i watch it grow a little, then i give it some plant food...after 30 days
its a plant that will start bearing fruit. It made progress, and i feel like i did something to achieve the goal (fruit), its satisfying.
Now imagine the plant just grew in a instant and the fruit popped into my hand, where is the fun in that ?
Same with building a Home, i want to lay the foundations, i want to plan and upgrade, i dont want it to magically appear.
This is also linked to Point 2 (because there is no money, you cant negotiate a deal, you cant go to the market and buy a Vase for
your living room, there is no profit and loss, there is no stock market).
So without money (which is another word for 'exchange of value') there is no 'value' because everyone has everything they want, and if they want anything
they wish for it and it just appears (sorry Amazon, no need for your next-day delivery in jannah), gold is worthless if there is too much of it, no doubt there will
be other minerals and things to collect but you can just wish and get them so no work.
There is no ibadah in Jannah as we understand, i think even when you eat a fruit you will easily utter words of praise, so even the Ibadah will be automatic.
Problem 4: You cant Upgrade in Jannah.
We know there are 100 levels in Jannah.
If your friend, who was more righteous than you ends up in Jannah Level 77 and you were Mr.Average-faasiq-Repenter all your life and you end up in Level 2 of Jannah, thats pretty much your home (for eternity).
Imagine how cool you will feel living in your Palace on Level 2, until you visit your friend up in the 77th Level and see his Level 77 Palace for the all good deeds he did in Dunya.
Since you cant go back to Dunya (it doesnt exist anymore, because we are talking post-D Day) for a 2nd shot and since there is no known economy (i.e. Money, Gold, Hasanat, Good Deeds) you can accumulate anymore your basically going to have to stay where you are for rest of eternity, on the plus side i think jealousy and ill-feeling will be deleted so you wont 'feel it' but unless you have a complete memory-reset you might still remember what a idiot you was for not doing the good deeds/staying away from sins (how ironic to write this)
Point 5. You are compelled to live forever.
Okay so everything is perfect...but what will i do after year 1 ? year 10 ? year 100, year 100,000 ???
Final Comment: the ONLY thing that motivates me to work towards Jannah is to get into it so i can ask Allah for Earth-Simulator 2019 - basically coming back to a simulated Dunya-like world as a Billionaire or as as Military Ruler and doing whatever you want with NCP (non-playable characters), although i think even this game (Earth-Sim) would get boring if you were playing for eternity.
btw, i didnt write this for a chuckle, i am actually serious, and i understand most people never though about it this deeply, we just hear the same lines "brother just get to jannah first" as if that is motivation, when im trying to fight the 5 thoughts above ?
I think most people just wont understand.